Feeling blessed...and stressed.

Well, lately I have been feeling really blessed...and a little stressed on the side. I don't know what it is. Maybe it's the fact that my life if about to drastically change. Maybe it's the fact that I desperately want my little girl to hold NOW....not 12 weeks from now. Maybe it's the fact that my house is never clean enough. There's still so much to do to prepare for Audrey and I am really in the nesting mindset. My house is not baby ready, in my opinion. I'm in my 3rd trimester and I get exhausted so easily, making it hard to do everything I want to get done.

I do feel blessed for all that I do have and every way I AM prepared for this sweet girl. Her room is basically done, minus a few more decorations and the changing table. Her closet is full of stuff already that she needs and stuff I want for her. Clothes, diapers, wipes, bottles, nipples, pacifiers, blankets, burp cloths, bibs, towels, washcloths, medicinal stuff, nursing pillow, pump, everything. We have a great crib and glider. We have the travel system, the pack n' play where she will sleep in our room for the first little while. We are ALL stocked on diapers through size 3. This includes almost 1,000 diapers. No lie. We have an infant swing and a bouncy seat to occupy her when I can't be holding her :-)

I just wish I could relax. I am so tense and keyed up about everything. One thing...the boxes that still need to be unpacked and clothes to put away in my room. Ack! And I want to set the pack n' play up beside the bed just to have everything ready. That is...after I clean my room spic and span. Ugh. Still so much to do :-/